I walked through timeless windows,
Gazing toward each passing life.
They held so much old grief for me,
and such little delight.
While searching down each alley,
Between each passing pane,
I found a new direction
Along a guarded lane.
The window, cracked and jagged,
A danger to crawl through.
But deep across its landscape,
The horizon, I'm drawn to.
It's not a painted sunset,
And not a starry night,
But a thunderous concoction
Broken through by golden light.
The fiery clouds held purpose
I had yet to know.
So I pushed myself with gritted teeth
Through that dark window.
The storm soon overwhelmed me,
Quite unprepared to know
Its untapped power, its wild dreams,
The beauty of its glow.
But I can breathe the lightning.
I can drink the rain.
And wind and sleet and shock and cold
Have nothing on my pain.
Bring the thunder to me.
Blast it in my heart,
So I will know the awesome blow
Destruction can impart.
Storms won't last forever,
Their nature is to break.
So I will stand within this field,
Accepting what I take.
And when the downpour eases,
When the clouds do break,
I stand here still, with silent breath,
Ready for a second wake.
My heart is ever stronger.
My soul, wild as can be.
The blood rushing through my veins
Knows its destiny.
The golden light grows brighter.
The clouds soon disappear.
With outstretched wings and open arms,
I draw your old heart near.
Envelop me with sadness.
I drink it in like rain.
Infuse me with your tortured soul.
Infect me with your pain.
For I'm an ever-steadfast,
Unending source of light,
And I can trace your broken path
Throughout the darkest night.
When the tangled brush subsides,
I'll show you what I've found,
Where golden light conquers the sky,
And love is all around.
My heart is yours forever.
We are one and the same.
In any life, on any day,
You're in my window pane.
The moon will some day crumble.
The sun will fade and die.
So I choose you, my golden light,
To fill my spirit's sky.
When the thunder rumbles,
And the quake of change is near.
I pray you know this certain truth:
A new day dawns and I am here.